i HATE HATE HATE showing vulnerability. i never like to show any weakness, and i always stay between the lines. i don’t take risks, or rather i take calculated risks, ones that i know i’ll be fine. i have never found anyone more satisfying than you. i hate that i was honest with you and that you shot me down faster than a rocket launching into space. that killed me. i am my own person, and even though i’m not completely 100% secure with myself, i know who i am. so screw you, dickhead, for being cold-hearted, and so incredibly stupid. i knew you weren’t book-smart, and i still accepted you. i don’t know why i did that. i should screw myself over too.
